the water stills, reflecting reality unto the face of night
the ripple fills, disillusions rant on about a distant light
the splashes spills, a pond loses its desperate fight
the drops of hills, existance sublimes into unreaching heights.
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all about silence, meng
the theory of the reason pertaining to the need mainly recognizing that it is to ask why there is a question to something that is a little undeniably fanthomable but however unknowingly heard of by the conscious that command the known dimension leaving only doubt in the later that would be brought forward to the now in due time which is quite actually undescribable for the definition of whatever you are reading is basically something which relates to a void of meaning better know as a simile which many would confuse with the verb to describe a state of.......................... nothing
what part of life do you want not to be a routine, a bore, a cliché?
=þ
maybe when you open yur eyes to conciousness, you discover it is the first cliché that you have done for the day.
and
I don't, no I don't, love you, like I did yesterday.
because
you're different, and I'm different, so how can the existence between stay the same?
frankly
forever is bullshit, sadness is emo-shit, loneliness is sad shit, and happiness is good shit
obviously
im pretty bored, so as to
waste some time
i chose to
waste some lines
and then you'll jus shut the window cuz you got pissed.
and
in the process, getting pissed... is jus dumb shit
bzzzzzt... bzzzzt. omigaawd i have a ball head now! coupled with some erratic lines and weird design and... something that looks like a bird on the back of my head. XDXDXDXDXDXD
however, tonight, i did something, that made it all worthwhile.
I shocked da auntie working at fairprice =) I was like "omg, itchy..." and took off my cap when i heard "WA nice hairstyle!" and i tio shocked =.= the auntie behind me was commenting on my cool lines XD.
if not for my damn disease that makes my skin grow too fuggin fast, it would jus be pelfecto.
damn, the cat (chaotabin) disappeared. wth, its like *bwing* and gone... guess it was jus a hope i held on that she would stay arnd for some time. i noe that is jus cliche but i think i needed her. it was jus so comforting to have that small black warm body lying nxt to me, while i slowly drifted off. as i have known but always hated, parting is inevitable, soon or later. it jus sucks.
I wonder if love had made me blind,
for now I see the world in coloured lines.-meng, After the Rain
lately, i've been more prone to lashing out at ppl, in defense of a non-existent ego that resides in my innermost dumbness, for that i am sorry.
may the clouds rain over me and let the wind hold my skin, for i believe there is no god to change what i've become. i rather more trust in the potted plant sittin in front of me.
