Monday, April 09, 2007

its either, emptiness, fucking high, fucking sad, fucking bored or fucking pissed. can't there be the time when im like... fucking content?

I'm easily contented, jus a book, tidbits, and a seat.

the only problem is that, I jus can't be content with that contentment can I?

I have to fucking go feel things that are unnecessary and cause myself pain.

Step into a bed of thorns jus to smell a rose.

dumbshit. o btw, Im being emo again aha =) and i started to add an "a" in front of my hahas for some fucking reason.

taste the hunny, feel the bees, yea thats the way. 1 fucking drop of hunny is all worth it, at least to a dumbshit like me.

lawl. I'm wallowing in self-pity. how sad is that? how do you measure the sadness of someone who is drowning in nothingness? ahahahahaha I bet yur a smartdood who can answer this dumbshit, no? =) its alright..

(=(=(=(= smile when the shit comes, laugh when the shit goes =)=)=)=)

a leaf fell on 2:21 am

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