Sunday, April 22, 2007

yo doods, back from phuket, back from the sun, back to home.

and during our travels there was laming, there was fun, there was sunburn, there were dumbs. "let the pictures do the talking will ya"... "okok... sheesh"



try as I might, I couldn't eat the island. or rather my camera man, seaky, could not find the angle...



until it got too big -.- and...

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this third pic of ma dood gang just sums up how greatly fascinating the puny island was to us... especially on a bladdy long 1.5hr trip to phi phi island.

and before we reached touchdown, some gay pics were taken.. er actually only one.



well at phi phi, somehow, not going into detalis, but rather it was an accident...
i posed like er... this



but after all is said and done, nothing, i repeat, NOTHING beats this.



lawl
.end.

know that I'll always love you

a leaf fell on 2:06 am

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Thursday, April 12, 2007

hmm, interesting, wuuuu, ahhhh.....


is this me?

You are feeling exhausted, worn out, drained. You feel that far too much is being asked of you but you still want to overcome these difficulties and establish yourself despite the effect such an effort seems to have on you. You are a proud person, assertive most of the time, but at this particular moment you are acting as if you have become resigned to the situation. What you need is some tender loving care - a gentle pat on the head (or maybe a 'kick-up-the backside') and then you'll be raring to go.

You are willing to try anything once. You 'need to be needed' and what is perhaps more important you 'need to need.' You can only feel close to a person or persons when you feel you can trust them, but this trust needs to be proven to you.

It is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence and there is no one to rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you'll have to make the best of things as they are.

It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.

You are afraid that you may not be able to realise or achieve your hopes and desires and so you insist that people should accept you as you are and appreciate your rights to anything that you aspire to.

a leaf fell on 11:47 pm

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Monday, April 09, 2007

its either, emptiness, fucking high, fucking sad, fucking bored or fucking pissed. can't there be the time when im like... fucking content?

I'm easily contented, jus a book, tidbits, and a seat.

the only problem is that, I jus can't be content with that contentment can I?

I have to fucking go feel things that are unnecessary and cause myself pain.

Step into a bed of thorns jus to smell a rose.

dumbshit. o btw, Im being emo again aha =) and i started to add an "a" in front of my hahas for some fucking reason.

taste the hunny, feel the bees, yea thats the way. 1 fucking drop of hunny is all worth it, at least to a dumbshit like me.

lawl. I'm wallowing in self-pity. how sad is that? how do you measure the sadness of someone who is drowning in nothingness? ahahahahaha I bet yur a smartdood who can answer this dumbshit, no? =) its alright..

(=(=(=(= smile when the shit comes, laugh when the shit goes =)=)=)=)

a leaf fell on 2:21 am

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Thursday, April 05, 2007

it all started with.... 23. 23 the movie, the tickets we bought at 7: 29: 32 pm
32 the opposite of 23, 7+2+9+3+2 = 23, (2x9)+2+3 = 23,
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wtf + pewpew +ahahahahaha = 23

and after buying the tickets, yes, I heard this song
the melody, driving its tune into me, a level 14 song, 198 bpm tempo
1+4+1+9+8 = 23
when I strum the guitar... that was nothing like a guitar
I missed the 23rd strum and 32 strums while playing it, during the 2nd and 3rd time.
the arcade machines behind me? 23.
I knew it, the real truth about the show I was about to watch, the secrets that haunt so many and yet some are immune to the fact.
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this song is good!
and so enjoy =)

a leaf fell on 2:15 pm

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Monday, April 02, 2007

aha. you may ask, when is it time, when I say, is it fitting? to have a lame chat.

after some research, as I am currently doing, at home. I've not come to a conclusion pertaining to a direct answer of sorts... for I am currently in a lame chat ahahaha =) save me.

If I had all the time in the world,

maybe you wouldn't be my girl.

For love dies as time goes by,

leaving us and nothing left to cry.

For the one who could ever hold time,

would wait for none and never for one.

If I hadn't wanted you to be my girl,

I would have chosen all the time in the world.

would you mind? -meng

a leaf fell on 7:09 pm

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