Monday, July 31, 2006

woot still havent touch much assignments XD im lookin for the executioner who would chop mi head off witha "F" stick.
den i think afta dis course and ns wad would i wanna do? should i do a 9-5 work-my-ass-off job? i dont think it suits my low boredom capacity or freelance something... er... dunno...

Somehow i just wanta work a little, maybe some freelance + restuarant. So that i have just enough to travel then go to a country and soak da stuff up, no expensive hotels and fancy food, just plain jungle (literally or methephorically).

This is provided i dont have commitments........ yet i still think of that someone, if i EVER get to be with her... wont it jus spoil da cool, dreamy yet realistically possible vision i have?

and damn, why must i stay a "sister" when all i really want is to care for her and be with her as "more den friends"? is it because i try to care too much? is it because i act like a sissy (somehow that wont cross my mind)? is it because nerdy look + nerdy knowledge + nerdy body = sister material? is it not possible to ever have a little "incest" and love me as a man? im still waiting for a miracle, how dumb, who isnt?T-T



Life is full of rights and little wrongs,
You just have to be wrong to stand out and be successful.

a leaf fell on 2:24 am

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