Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Just as you thought you've found yur bearings and skimming the surface of the waves, lapping against the sturdy hull of your boat, a rock lies hidden just beneath and scrapes a spread of paint off your bow.

As waters starts to pour in, you are lucky to find that shore is just a swim away. So you jump into the water and pull your stricken boat along to shore. A jellyfish drifts lazily in the clear blue water so seemingly harmless it looks. But as you swim, it seems to get closer and in one wave the jellyfish is next to you stroking your thigh as it drifts past. A sharp sting penetrates your skin as you obviously been stung pretty bad...

Slowly swimming in pain to shore... you are almost there, so much so you didnt notice the sharp jagged stone in the water and it mercilessly rips at your flesh. The sensation of pain accompanied by the warmth of hot blood jolts your physical form drain from a long swim and unfortunate sting.

You clamber onto the sandy beach, the sun is high in the clear blue sky, pretty girls are sunbathing and frolicking in the waves and guys ever so handsome and caring are holding hands with the girls. Not a single smile is left unplaced in the picture, even the old granny practicing tai-chi is smiling for god knows reasons. The child had lost his pocket money but his mother had bought him an ice cream cone of gigantic proportions and he was licking away a smile imprinted on the pudgy face still full of baby fat.


The question is... Do you feel like the world sucks?

I mean when everyone is obviously in the moment, smiles of genuine bliss, here you are, trying your best not to faint from exhaustion, all alone laying splayed on the beach in pain, agony riddled all over your face.

A fate you have tread on seems to like its slow torture of you as a big wave washes over you and in surprise, you catch a free wash of salt up your nose and into your mouth.

Watering from your eyes you feel ready to collapse into delirium when you spot a shiny gleam in the sand in front of you. Brushing away the white sand you rest your hands on a sparkly shell, a beauty of nature seemingly polished by the gods themselves. You cradle the shell, a blessing at last!!!

Just then the girl you have a crush on walks up to you and offers a helping hand, the sweetest of smiles across her face and as you reach out you hear the clear voice which you suspect are the angel's own asking "Ni Hai Hao Ma???" in deep concern...

And now you know the answer to the question, do you feel the world sucks?

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As you look up to reply, you see a figure behind her, you notice her other hand rest on this figure who turns out to be a guy.

You feel he would go to the ends of the world for her and gave her whatever there is to give... in his shadow you are but a puny ass with a seashell as pathetic company, while he is a great dancer entertaining everyone with his smart wit and good humour. Maybe if you look hard enough you could see his smile too, the face of near perfection, unblemished as much as his heart. Would she choose you over him?

Do you, I repeat, do you... feel the world sucks?

a leaf fell on 8:28 pm

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Monday, June 26, 2006

When you haven't already created yur deck of cards, created environments for yer level and researched yur art history... JOIN DA CLUB DOODs!!

and when you have to pia all these out? You noe life is shack =_=

today is sucha day where you find the assignments nagging yur conscience as you go about yur stuff, prodding you whenever you try to find some solace in doing whatever you are doing (usually slacking) till you have no choice but to face it and say "hi!" and pia... like i'm doing rite now.

On another topic, i really dunno what to say when yur with a girl... dun feel like i have anything to start a conversation with, daily talk seems so boring, interests differ... till... you talk about betting on soccer XD
You noe you can become a bookie and hlp ppl buy bets and you can talk all about it with no remorse. one thing, i feel like i can only talk about soccer =_= can't think of other things... can ust feel im pretty pathetic hehe ^^v so sorry to the girl in question... IMA NOOB boohoo T-T

and i think to myself... just go on, just go on...


When all you got to keep is strong,
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is goneMove along,
move along just to make it through
- Move Along, All American Rejects

a leaf fell on 10:46 pm

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Sunday, June 25, 2006

Hehe went jogging in da morn with my family todae and... it rains ==" however i find it more fun getting all wet rather than the sticky heat. Jia lat... my Visual Efx and sculpturing still haven do... GG! T-T

and now... i wanna...... sleep le ~~zzz

why does it always rain on me?
is it because i lied when i was seventeen...
why does it always rain on me?
even when the sun is shining, i can't avoid the lightning~~
- why does it always rain on me

a leaf fell on 10:25 am

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Friday, June 23, 2006

Yo sup sup ^^ dis blog is pretty splatted. But Ne way hehe I'll try to post regularly bout stuff cept maybe it will always be short and sweet!

And As Always... A rhyme or Poem to top it all XD

Enjoy!

Sleep, my body, sleep,
Still yourself into the wholeness of sleep.
Let the soul depart from its hold,
And the dead that will keep it cold.
Let not living vibrations shake the mould,
That casts itself as time unfolds.

Sleep, as sloth do, sleep,
Lift consciousness from the mind so deep.
Stay the warm energy that flows,
For precious in reserves are low.
Close thy windows under the wisp white willow,
Feel the wind and thank the crows.

Sleep, for goodness, sleep,
Rest the waking in slumber that creeps.
Cradle the baby that cries,
A reason from the bonding of ties.
For every measure of time that flies,
A price to give to the container of lies.

Sleep, alas, you must sleep,
For even gods of old do understand need.
Do not deny the urge doth hath,
Or face the nature of nature’s wrath,
As the songbird roosts its hearth,
So do must thy of nature’s birth.

- Sleep You Must, Mengziiii =)

a leaf fell on 11:01 pm

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