Friday, July 01, 2005

last few days are so hectic... it FINALLY time for REST during the weekend ^^ hurray for weekends!!

Well just now i was eating dinner at Bukit Gombak (Don't ask me how i ended there...)
I dropped off there mistaking it for Bukit Batok...
Stress does get to you doesn't it...

So I went to find a coffee shop to eat stuff. ended up on a table in between 2 tables full of Puff Daddies (Bloody smokers) drinking booze in the evening...
Den this couple came up n asked whether they could sit on the same table. well i can't be a bastard n refuse rite?
After they got their food we started talking about nice places to eat... (I wonder how it all started) then suddenly its about me in poly studying design... n then its where i live... n then i ate finished n said buh-bye =P

So then i wonder... i can talk so freely to adults, but why not to ppl of my age?
I can chat with an uncle who drives the shuttle bus to my house (he usually talks about hot chicks who get on the bus and in geylang and i just go with the flow n laugh... you get what i mean...)
But why can't I feel that freedom of speech when im with my DMD games frens or even my DMD 0406 class ppl (sometimes, and certain unnamed ppl)... Maybe its because I'm afraid to make blunders, to be seen as a stupid dick who can't talk shit. Maybe. Well thats the way it is I guess, so I just don't want ppl to think I'm Anti-Social or anything... Just Shy I guess... Shy...

The Butterfly landed on your hand but didn't have the courage to say,
I love you.

a leaf fell on 8:20 pm

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