Sunday, May 29, 2005

Hey I've change my blog music to this midi soundtrack for naruto ^_^
Doesn't it sound sad? But I like ^_^ heehee
The flute... It plays such a melodious tone, one that puts the listener into a trance drifting on a sea of music... Man im starting to want to play a flute!!! (throws guitar away into the distance~~~ CLANG~~!!!) nah I'll stick to my gd ol guitar =)
I discovered that listen to this kinda music (no lyrics slow music, SAD music) under the stars with the waves as a background sound is... calmness for the lone. For yesterday when i went to east coast at night with my family I just sat at the beach alone, with only my music as company.
Its just so... serene.
The bustling behind me just halted n seemingly disappeared.
The stars reflected my emptiness.
The ships in the distance drift in a shallow sea, aimless as one but all in the same direction.
How easily do we let destiny decide our fate? How painful it is to let circumstances choose our decisions?
How sad it is, for thoes who tried, n were never known in the history of themselves.
How sorrowful are those whom we've forgotten, left behind in the sands of time.
Yet if we cast a glimmer of hope for them, maybe they will shine.
For hope lies in people that are important to you.
and the force that reaches out to those whom you put your hopes on?
Almighty king of happiness and queen of pain, love.
How ironic can life get?
One that can give you great happiness,
bring you into a paradise even if it is but an illusion.
Is also one that can tear you apart,
cast you into an oblivion of nothingness.


The weather has also be RATHER strange, dunno if you guys notice but its in end may - start june period already n its still raining almost EVERY OTHER DAY! god must be crazy.
Its SUPPOSED to be all sun n dead buffolo skulls littered everiwhr!!!
Heh guess the weather is goin crazy after all... ~~~but the clouds are nice as long as they are there ^_^
(lies back and gazes at clouds)

ja~~~
ne~~
zzz~

a leaf fell on 12:21 pm

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