Sunday, May 29, 2005

Hey I've change my blog music to this midi soundtrack for naruto ^_^
Doesn't it sound sad? But I like ^_^ heehee
The flute... It plays such a melodious tone, one that puts the listener into a trance drifting on a sea of music... Man im starting to want to play a flute!!! (throws guitar away into the distance~~~ CLANG~~!!!) nah I'll stick to my gd ol guitar =)
I discovered that listen to this kinda music (no lyrics slow music, SAD music) under the stars with the waves as a background sound is... calmness for the lone. For yesterday when i went to east coast at night with my family I just sat at the beach alone, with only my music as company.
Its just so... serene.
The bustling behind me just halted n seemingly disappeared.
The stars reflected my emptiness.
The ships in the distance drift in a shallow sea, aimless as one but all in the same direction.
How easily do we let destiny decide our fate? How painful it is to let circumstances choose our decisions?
How sad it is, for thoes who tried, n were never known in the history of themselves.
How sorrowful are those whom we've forgotten, left behind in the sands of time.
Yet if we cast a glimmer of hope for them, maybe they will shine.
For hope lies in people that are important to you.
and the force that reaches out to those whom you put your hopes on?
Almighty king of happiness and queen of pain, love.
How ironic can life get?
One that can give you great happiness,
bring you into a paradise even if it is but an illusion.
Is also one that can tear you apart,
cast you into an oblivion of nothingness.


The weather has also be RATHER strange, dunno if you guys notice but its in end may - start june period already n its still raining almost EVERY OTHER DAY! god must be crazy.
Its SUPPOSED to be all sun n dead buffolo skulls littered everiwhr!!!
Heh guess the weather is goin crazy after all... ~~~but the clouds are nice as long as they are there ^_^
(lies back and gazes at clouds)

ja~~~
ne~~
zzz~

a leaf fell on 12:21 pm

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Monday, May 23, 2005

Lose my soul in bottomless blue,
lighten my heart with clouds of teal.
Fuel my passion with scarlet red,
let my resolve be maroon made.
Warm my hands in glowing yellow,
cherish my friendship sprinkled with lemon.
Steel my will with nature' s green,
lift my body in cerulean sky.

Searching for meaning in my colored life,
Yet I know the fate of mine.
Searching in meaning for my colored life,
Yet the fate I know is mine.

a leaf fell on 3:04 am

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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

loooooooooooong time since I blogged hehe (^_^)v but I'll keep this short bah...

The chalet was fun ^_^ even with all the screw ups n last minute planning. Once again I would like to those who came to my rescue n helped my with the chalet!!!

Timeless are the last 2 days, sleepless are the nights =.= hehe actually I'm the one who slept most among all who stayed over, blehx!!! =P Den there was the biking n stuff ^_^ man its been a long time since i biked!!! glad i could do so much of it in 2 days hehe

Watched Star Wars Episode 3 with Haru Hisyam n... Who was that again? ooo, Mr 0
Finally got some of my facts straightened out...
But I want them to REMAKE Episode 4 n onwards with their cool CG acceleration!!!! Won't that be gd? Enhance the story even further.... Wonder wad is Mr Lucas thinking... Encore! Encore!

I'm in the lift of life, acsending up as i go.
When will my time be? When I knock on heaven's door.
When will the lift stop? Opening to heaven's floor.
And when I reach that floor, I hope you will remember me.
And if I saw you in Heaven, I hope you would know my name.

a leaf fell on 10:20 pm

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