Sunday, April 03, 2005

the past few days... hell, the past few mths, i've been asking this question, waiting for an answer, hoping it would be what i would have wanted.

I wanted to see, how helping others would affect yourself.

Lets start with the gd side,
hey helping is a virtue ^_^, smile when you do it eh?
those small little things, like "help me hold this plz", "help me with this sentence", "can you help me edit this?"
well it gives me a small sense of happiness, that i could be of service to others, that, hey i lent a helping hand ^_^ and those thank yous however small those words are, do make a difference.

Now lets talk about the screwed up side,
hey maybe i can pick a few scenarios for this side fo the story,
imagine, you were in a group doin the same stuff, like lets say animation,
wow you know how to edit video clips, so friends start to ask you to HELP,
so one after another, you help in that small way, not caring bout your work,
just to lend that SMALL helping hand.
Guess what? after you've done up their work, all pretty n nice it is.
you go back to your own, your very own, your own ALONE.
back to that place where you sit there alone, working alone, no one reaches out to HELP you,
how would you feel? if this happened every other day?
screwy? used? FUCKed up?

oh yea for yur info the above scenario does not relate to anyone in real life, if any similarities are found den hell, you shld start thinking about who helped you, and wtf do you do to help them back.
Bottomline is... hey where the fuck have i heard the words "The Bottomline is..."
oh well somewhr i suppose, anyway

BOTTOMLINE IS: Sometimes you just have to be less sensitive, to the less sensitive people around you.

If I helped will you help? If I went would you ever know?
- meng, underappreciated

a leaf fell on 1:35 am

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