Tuesday, February 01, 2005

On sunday, i went to my uncle's house at toa payoh. i was so reluctant at first, tired as a bull i planned to rest after a bath, but my father HAD to force me to go...

But guess what? i enjoyed it! my unc's cookin was GD veri GD! i also got a few cookin tips =)) and it was fun to play with my cousins haha, one of them thinks hez a power ranger -_-" he keeps whackin my butt, not that it hurts...... guess fate gave me the day to enjoy myself.

Den when i was about to go home, waiting at the void deck for my father to get his car here, i sat down and saw a cat, a stray one, it had the tip of its ear snipped off...... sad guy he wont be fucking around the rest of his life. I raised out my hand to it and it came letting me stroke it, it rubbed itself against me...... guess fate gave me that small moment to ease my pain.

Suddenly, a crowd of ppl walked pass and the cat bolted off, den my father came, we said our gdbyes, it was heartwarming to have a nice meal, simple it was, yet the joy it could bring momentarily eased the pain, i looked around for the cat, but i couldn't find it...... guess fate didn't give me a chance to say gdbye...

When i got back i lay there, again my thoughts, thoughts of a saggitarius, drifted back to you...... guess fate didn't give me what i longed to have.

its not been raining for so long, i forgot how the rain felt.
-meng

a leaf fell on 10:52 pm

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