Monday, February 07, 2005

today, i went joggin with kevin 2.4km (ouch) in the morn, den play badminton like 3-4 hrs later... talk about a healthy lifestyle... well as usual, my thoughts we never fully on the game... i got hit around my body so many times i lost count...

i can't stand it, when you msged "i guess i wont be meeting you guys this whole week", you noe how that made me feel? lost... disappointed...
not being able to love you is already hard enough, not seeing you seems a crisis. whats the use of me holding on? i always tell people, "let it go, don't hold on" but i myself can't do it...
maybe this time... its special, for i feel so pain just to think of letting go...

so i want to end it i want to tell you all that i want to...
it sounds so mushy, so unsuiting for someone like you,
moreover, you are never alone, i never get the time, the small time, you are always around people, thats just so you, i like that about you, but it prevents me to say these words...

I dun care of the consequences now, i just want to let it out...

Wo zhi you zhen xing er yi,
I like you, no, I Love You... ... ... ... ... ... Haru, I can't tell you face to face, but you have to know from the bottom of my heart I say this, from the depths of my soul I know this. With all sincerity I want to tell you this.

a leaf fell on 8:48 pm

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