Saturday, January 15, 2005

Yesterday was a GREAT day, for my nose at least, i guess when you have 2 hrs of slp and no medication for a nose, you get a "bad nose day" the sniffles get WORSE the stuff starts ROLLING out the fun gets SPLATTED...

at nite when i comin home frm a late night out guess who i met -_- a sailor, one i've known since i started sailing, someone i liked before =) reminds me of the time when i was jus pri 5, haha puppy love, we sat on a pontoon out at sea with a setting sun, i looked at her while she looked out into the distant horizon... ... bish* ouch, she jus slapped me on the face with a book she was holding and laughs -_- i cried... not becoz i sad, becoz kanna my nose =) damn pain sia!!! and for 8 yrs shez jus been whackin me :'( pain..... well its gd to see an old fren but getting smacked on my nose when it is already screwed.. is kinda PAIN!!!

then when i got home, lay on my bed, thinkin of the person i jus msged.
i sneezed, tired, i was just tired,
tired from the everlasting assignments,
tired from the trips out and back,
tired from the lack of sleep (kao 2 hrs of sleep...),
most of all,
tired of seeing you,
tired of knowing that you don't know,
tired of seeing what you don't see,
tired of holding back my words,
tired of my cowardice,
tired of everything.

so maybe, maybe i'll rest for today, think of tomorrow... ... i went back to thinking of the person i msged

if tomorrow never comes, will she know how much i love her??
-ronan keating, if tomorrow never comes

a leaf fell on 6:34 pm

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