Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Do you believe in fate? The touch of the gods. I don't, but I believe that I'm bound by the threads of time, time that determines where i will be what i will do and how i will end, that is fate, the time that determines.

When you go to sleep late but wake up early, you are fated to be tired.
When you wake up late and can't reach school in time for class, you are fated to be late.
And, when you love someone, but don't have the courage to tell, you are fated to be alone.

So why sleep early when you know you will wake up late?
Why rush in a taxi when you know you will be late?
Why fight for when you know your alone? Alone in your lame attempt to be not alone.

alone i tread, for im fated to be,
so what do i fight for? can someone tell me?
- meng

a leaf fell on 10:57 pm

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Monday, December 27, 2004

helo helo ppl =))))) been a loooooooooooooong time since i've blogs cuz my internet has been down for 3 WEEKS!!!!!! jesus, n you think how can you survive that long without food =)

now where shld i start? perhaps i try too hard, perhaps i try too much, to be someone im not, to be someone you like, you, the ppl, the ones who say "hello, goodbye, go n fry" does it seem im me to you? if it does, HA, i bluffed you =P try to know the real me, if you can, maybe i can tell you you found it, if you can't? den know the unreal me =)

"The Mona Lisa" by Da Vinci, whats behind that incredulous smile of hers, that cheeky "i know it n you don't =P" smile. many have tried to interpret it for example, maybe she is hiding some HOLY SHIT of a treasure like 1 BILLION DOLLARS (FOR ME N MINI ME =)!!!, which was a lot at that time, i think... not likely.

Or is she giving a clue to a puzzle that the priory of sion has long kept frm those dumb vatican ppl can't figure it out for centuries when the answer lies right under their noses, jesus, some kinda treasure hunt for some bones of er, a woman, why didn't i think of that??

OR maybe, just maybe, she smiles because she likes to?? because the bugger paintin her is some well known guy damn i would like him to paint me, if i didn't have those blemishes, and that, and... k back to the point DAMN why didn't i think of that?? easy as shit n you didn't think of it?? damn you guys r like those vatican ppl, aren't you =)

none of it was planned, take me by the hand,
just don't try to understand...
- Robbie, Misunderstood

a leaf fell on 10:34 pm

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