Wednesday, November 17, 2004

living in my new hse, i find the days go by slower... is it because it is surrounded by nature so much so that its overwhelming, or is it me, my thoughts my ever changing thoughts,
they flood me, i can't get anything done,
my story, packing the house, even watching tv seems hard...
so i conclude my ability to adapt to a new enviroment is like 1 on the scale 1000000.....

oh yea the view here is great, the forest surrounding is soothing, the clouds change everyday as if someone wanted to add variety to the scenery =)
irony, i cant enjoy them =(
the emptiness is growing, again, that void of life.

i looked to the sky and asked "why?"
the silence told me nothing.
i looked to the sky and asked "why me?"
the silence told me nothing.
i looked to the sky and asked "why does emptiness fill me?"
the silence told me nothing, so i looked away.
the wind told me something.

alone i thread, for im fated to be
for all i loved has never loved me

a leaf fell on 9:36 pm

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