Wednesday, October 20, 2004

sometimes............... you just want to spend a day, sitting on a bench looking at the grass, looking at the sea, feeling a soft breeze stroking your face, looking out into nothing. i long for a simple life, whr i can be able to do what i want, when i want, when i live with simple worries, when i live with simple joys, is it that hard god?? for you to fulfill a kid's dream, its not very hard to do. just plop me in some land give me fields, give me water, give me the breeze, and give me love, is it so hard to love me god??? i guess it is, for i have lived thinking you would help me, guess your jus an odinary guy who wont help an ordinary kid. maybe someday i will understand you do not love me, so i will stop clinging on, then i can get my simple life........... but till then i am discovering how to prove that you do not love me =)
sign,
meng

a leaf fell on 10:45 pm

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