Wednesday, October 13, 2004

my dogs...... jus got given away and i didnt feel a thing..... maybe a little lost, den my bro came back he was pissed that no one tell him the dogs were given away without consent, he quarrelled with my mum, i was doing my assignment, she cried, he slept, i broke down............ i miss them, those noisy little buggers, i miss them. i went to the kitchen, sat n drank water.... they didnt come and jump on me, the doghouse was empty, i felt empty, i cried again, 2 teardrops was all i could..... i feel useless, helpless, i wrote a poem......... all i could do...... aint i useless??

I cry, for all that I’ve let down
I cry, for all of them have gone
I cry, cause I can’t control
I cry, cause I can’t let go
I cry, so you’ll never know
I cry, hoping you’ll never go
I cry, when you looked at me
I cry, when you went from me

I cry, maybe I know
I cry, cause you never knew
I cried, because I love you

a leaf fell on 4:08 am

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