Monday, October 25, 2004

how i love those rainy days,
the grey sky, forboding and heavy,
the wind, slicing n chilly,
the day, long n dreary.

i slept all day, my mind was grey, so was the sky.

i just dont understand,
can't jokes be taken the positive way??
can't views be taken the right way??
can't sensitivity be thrown away when you r frens??
what r frens for if they dont joke around, talk around, poke fun at each other??

for one thing I do not mind ppl jokin bout my plight, to me i find its actually their way of showing they care, cuz being too caring is linked to weakness, at least in their minds.
maybe im too OPEN??
maybe im too DIRECT??
maybe your too sensitive?? i dunno, how would i noe if you dont say??
want me to guess?? i guess that you just suck, cuz you nvr took the time to understand
i DON'T regret rubbing your fur the wrong way, but i want you to noe its not that i want to, it is me you see, hear, feel, so maybe im too direct, fuck, im ME, nobody cant expect me to be a GENTLEMAN if im NOT, well i dont look like one....... sandals, ungelled hair, t-shirts n shorts, so why should anyone think i'll be one?? sometimes you have to reflect, the tings YOU did to me, if any, did i ever held a grudge?? sure i may mention it time n again, but do i look like im gunna piss all over you for that?? NO.
so plz go do some reflecting, it works. =)

even venus has a cold day, even pluto feels the sun's heat

a leaf fell on 12:10 am

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